Sorry I didnt write again last night, I got seriously carried away at the football. We won 6-3 away from home!! amazing match!! absolutely outstanding. In your face Everton!
Re-watched the goals on Match Of The Day but fell asleep during the last half hour of the programme. Got into bed about midnight-ish after watching the police helicopter hover around my house for 20 mins. No idea why. It wasn't anything to do with me, Honest! hehe.
Woke up about 1pm today, really rubbish nights sleep! Police helicopter right above the house last night, drunk people screaming and shouting at all hours waking me up with a jump, Mum waking me up too, for goodness sake let me sleep!!! Must have been woken up at least 8 times.
GIVE
ME
STRENGTH....
Anyone who knows me, when I'm tired im a nightmare! Moody and if I have a headache too, like today, god help anyone who crosses me. BE WARNED.
SO, when I woke up I had the house to myself, perfection! Love it when I'm on my own with my babies. Made a quick sandwich and went back upstairs to put some music on and watch football but as soon as I took the first bite, they arrive home. SHIT! Bang goes that plan.
Spoke to my Fiancé on the phone for a while, then on Skype. Talking about ghosts and unexplainable experiences. Love that type of thing.
One simple compliment from a special someone instantly changes my mood from angry and annoyed to smiling and happy. All because he said I look beautiful with black hair...awwww :)
Cant decide what I want to eat today, my brain refuses to engage with me! oh well, whats new? ha!
Recording Xfactor while I write this, going to run a nice hot bath. Skype with my loved one tonight while planning the week ahead. GOT to be prepared for Friday.
Feel nervous at the thought of possibly going to Durham on the bus to meet my Fiancé, its only 6 miles but it is still a huge ask of myself. Cant wait to see him but the thought of walking around the city centre after the bus journey and up to the station is very daunting. Its a step in the right direction but I feel like its more of a leap than a baby step. A baby step feels more appropriate.
We will have to see what happens, miracles might happen and Dad MAY stop being so childish.
We can dream, can't we?
Bath time now, be back when I have updates :)
Re-watched the goals on Match Of The Day but fell asleep during the last half hour of the programme. Got into bed about midnight-ish after watching the police helicopter hover around my house for 20 mins. No idea why. It wasn't anything to do with me, Honest! hehe.
Woke up about 1pm today, really rubbish nights sleep! Police helicopter right above the house last night, drunk people screaming and shouting at all hours waking me up with a jump, Mum waking me up too, for goodness sake let me sleep!!! Must have been woken up at least 8 times.
GIVE
ME
STRENGTH....
Anyone who knows me, when I'm tired im a nightmare! Moody and if I have a headache too, like today, god help anyone who crosses me. BE WARNED.
SO, when I woke up I had the house to myself, perfection! Love it when I'm on my own with my babies. Made a quick sandwich and went back upstairs to put some music on and watch football but as soon as I took the first bite, they arrive home. SHIT! Bang goes that plan.
Spoke to my Fiancé on the phone for a while, then on Skype. Talking about ghosts and unexplainable experiences. Love that type of thing.
One simple compliment from a special someone instantly changes my mood from angry and annoyed to smiling and happy. All because he said I look beautiful with black hair...awwww :)
Cant decide what I want to eat today, my brain refuses to engage with me! oh well, whats new? ha!
Recording Xfactor while I write this, going to run a nice hot bath. Skype with my loved one tonight while planning the week ahead. GOT to be prepared for Friday.
Feel nervous at the thought of possibly going to Durham on the bus to meet my Fiancé, its only 6 miles but it is still a huge ask of myself. Cant wait to see him but the thought of walking around the city centre after the bus journey and up to the station is very daunting. Its a step in the right direction but I feel like its more of a leap than a baby step. A baby step feels more appropriate.
We will have to see what happens, miracles might happen and Dad MAY stop being so childish.
We can dream, can't we?
Bath time now, be back when I have updates :)