I was too busy and tired to even remember to post yesterday! OOOOPS!
YESTERDAY:
Woke up at 10:30am after a nightmare of a night 'cos the dog was in bed with me. She would not settle and has to be touching me all night. Its cute but it was wayyy too hot for it.
Had a quick tidy in my room ready for Friday (EEEEKK excited!)
*Could not bring my self to go up the doctors surgery, my anxiety kicked in. It is literally a few houses away but nope, I couldn't do it. The appointment was to talk about my anxiety again as I have mentioned it previously to another doc but he was not interested at all. He's useless as a GP. Im thinking of a house visit, that way I do not have to go out and I can still get to see the doc and maybe get some help.
On a plus note, I did have the bedroom blinds up all day :)
Dad's still being awkward, the usual!
Dyed my hair again tonight, just the roots. Its all in preparation for Friday. I hope he appreciates it!
Been made an admin on the facebook page i was working on before, really missed the crew :) something to do and another thing to focus on.
Going to start reading again too.
Went to bed at 1:30am.
TODAY:
woke up at 10am. Very good sleep, didn't even wake up for a wee. Couldn't believe it!
Mams been to the docs today, she has to go to the eye infirmary this afternoon, thinks its an eye infection. Probably caught it off me as I have had it on and off for 3 years now, and with our doctors surgery being as useless as it is, still no meds to clear it up.
When they went, I was in the house alone, I was not scared or anxious at all. GREAT :)
Although, I was laid on my bed chilling to music and had a 2 hour unexpected nap. Felt good haha.
Went downstairs to feed my babies as they were not back and they walked through the door. Dad was a bit off with me but I made him an offer he could not refuse. "We BOTH can drop the silly mood and be friends again and I will make you a coffee" of course he couldn't refuse he loves my coffee.
My brother called in for 5 mins at tea time, looks nice and tanned after his 2 weeks in Majorca. Lucky sod!
I would do anything for a holiday right now, Turkey Cyprus Egypt Caribbean USA... anywhere with sun. I really fancy Turkey or Miami. If only!!
Skyping with my beloved for the rest of the night until i'm half asleep. Up early tomorrow to take Auntie too the bingo and collect some shopping from ASDA.
INDIAN TAKE AWAY TOMORROW!! woooo! been dreaming of it for almost 2 weeks now. cant wait!!!
See you tomorrow :)
YESTERDAY:
Woke up at 10:30am after a nightmare of a night 'cos the dog was in bed with me. She would not settle and has to be touching me all night. Its cute but it was wayyy too hot for it.
Had a quick tidy in my room ready for Friday (EEEEKK excited!)
*Could not bring my self to go up the doctors surgery, my anxiety kicked in. It is literally a few houses away but nope, I couldn't do it. The appointment was to talk about my anxiety again as I have mentioned it previously to another doc but he was not interested at all. He's useless as a GP. Im thinking of a house visit, that way I do not have to go out and I can still get to see the doc and maybe get some help.
On a plus note, I did have the bedroom blinds up all day :)
Dad's still being awkward, the usual!
Dyed my hair again tonight, just the roots. Its all in preparation for Friday. I hope he appreciates it!
Been made an admin on the facebook page i was working on before, really missed the crew :) something to do and another thing to focus on.
Going to start reading again too.
Went to bed at 1:30am.
TODAY:
woke up at 10am. Very good sleep, didn't even wake up for a wee. Couldn't believe it!
Mams been to the docs today, she has to go to the eye infirmary this afternoon, thinks its an eye infection. Probably caught it off me as I have had it on and off for 3 years now, and with our doctors surgery being as useless as it is, still no meds to clear it up.
When they went, I was in the house alone, I was not scared or anxious at all. GREAT :)
Although, I was laid on my bed chilling to music and had a 2 hour unexpected nap. Felt good haha.
Went downstairs to feed my babies as they were not back and they walked through the door. Dad was a bit off with me but I made him an offer he could not refuse. "We BOTH can drop the silly mood and be friends again and I will make you a coffee" of course he couldn't refuse he loves my coffee.
My brother called in for 5 mins at tea time, looks nice and tanned after his 2 weeks in Majorca. Lucky sod!
I would do anything for a holiday right now, Turkey Cyprus Egypt Caribbean USA... anywhere with sun. I really fancy Turkey or Miami. If only!!
Skyping with my beloved for the rest of the night until i'm half asleep. Up early tomorrow to take Auntie too the bingo and collect some shopping from ASDA.
INDIAN TAKE AWAY TOMORROW!! woooo! been dreaming of it for almost 2 weeks now. cant wait!!!
See you tomorrow :)