So I woke up at 10:30am today, I didn't get to sleep until 3am! My poor eyes are very sore! And mix that with the conjunctivitis I've got.... it's not good! Woke up with horrid garlic breath off last night's tea haha.
Dad still isn't speaking to me... whatever! Arsehole. If he wants to act like an immature brat, let him. I refuse to be part of it.
Mum's got the gas and electric bill in today, came straight upstairs with it and is having a dig at me because it's more than usual. My fault apparently. All because I leave my phone, tablet and laptop chargers plugged in she thinks they still use electric while they are not in use. Silly girl. If there's anyone to blame, look towards your husband, he's the one who falls asleep with the TV on 'til 4am! My TV and Sky is barely ever on, I mainly watch TV to catch up on Hollyoaks and when the football and F1 is on.
Then Mum goes on to say she's going to see her brothers this afternoon, leaving me alone in the house with Dad. If there is blood spilled, don't blame me. With my temper and is ignorance, be aware!
She's back home now, walked in as I write this so thank god for small mercies, for her sake not mine.
Spoke to my handsome Fiancé a couple of times today, my god I love that guy! He really is my rock! He helps me so much and he always manages to calm me down... the only person ever to do so. He calls himself a genius, jokingly, but he really is! He must be if he can calm me down. When i'm in a bad mood, the devil gets scared.
The plan for the rest of the day is to watch the Chelsea match on TV at 5:30pm, come on you blues! I will probably be tweeting about the match as it happens, its a good focus for me even though it raises blood pressure dangerously haha. I have to keep my 1004 followers informed and entertained. Drogba shirt at the ready! Well worth the money, best £72 I ever spent on a football item!
The best money I ever spent was £80 adopting my gorgeous doggy Tara, who I adopted from the wonderful Dog's Trust 1 year ago yesterday :) She knows who her real Mummy was meant to be and has settled in with me very well. I love all 3 of my babies! (Tara the dog, Spot the cat and Ollie the guinea pig.)
After that, if not managed to squeeze one in before the match, have a quick bath, ready to do my hair dye either tonight or tomorrow.
Don't know what's for tea yet, I asked for Brazilian BBQ steak possibly with some rice or pasta salad. See what Mum feels like giving me as she barely listens to anyone.
Skyping with my better half after the match of course! Really want some ice cream with hot jam sponge. NOM!
Looking forward to making a belated birthday cake for my Fiancé next weekend, almost 3 weeks late but I think he's looking forward to it. Im SOOOO excited for Friday, meeting him at the train station. It's been 5 weeks since he left, saying goodbye breaks my heart into a thousand pieces but he instantly heals it when he steps off the train again. He instantly smiles when he sees me and that makes the world perfect to me, even if it is just for a second. I feel complete in his arms, and yet again he is the only one who I feel safe and comfortable enough to be with when I go outside.
The last time he was here, around about my birthday time, we went to ASDA to 'click and collect' some shopping for my birthday BBQ. I never once felt anxious or nervous or scared or anything! Was unusual for me but my god it felt good. As I said, the man is a genius!
*NOT LIFTED THE BLINDS UP TODAY, BECAUSE OF MY BAD MOOD I DON'T WANT TO SEE THE SUN OUTSIDE
I could possibly be back later tonight, for a little update.
Bye :)
Dad still isn't speaking to me... whatever! Arsehole. If he wants to act like an immature brat, let him. I refuse to be part of it.
Mum's got the gas and electric bill in today, came straight upstairs with it and is having a dig at me because it's more than usual. My fault apparently. All because I leave my phone, tablet and laptop chargers plugged in she thinks they still use electric while they are not in use. Silly girl. If there's anyone to blame, look towards your husband, he's the one who falls asleep with the TV on 'til 4am! My TV and Sky is barely ever on, I mainly watch TV to catch up on Hollyoaks and when the football and F1 is on.
Then Mum goes on to say she's going to see her brothers this afternoon, leaving me alone in the house with Dad. If there is blood spilled, don't blame me. With my temper and is ignorance, be aware!
She's back home now, walked in as I write this so thank god for small mercies, for her sake not mine.
Spoke to my handsome Fiancé a couple of times today, my god I love that guy! He really is my rock! He helps me so much and he always manages to calm me down... the only person ever to do so. He calls himself a genius, jokingly, but he really is! He must be if he can calm me down. When i'm in a bad mood, the devil gets scared.
The plan for the rest of the day is to watch the Chelsea match on TV at 5:30pm, come on you blues! I will probably be tweeting about the match as it happens, its a good focus for me even though it raises blood pressure dangerously haha. I have to keep my 1004 followers informed and entertained. Drogba shirt at the ready! Well worth the money, best £72 I ever spent on a football item!
The best money I ever spent was £80 adopting my gorgeous doggy Tara, who I adopted from the wonderful Dog's Trust 1 year ago yesterday :) She knows who her real Mummy was meant to be and has settled in with me very well. I love all 3 of my babies! (Tara the dog, Spot the cat and Ollie the guinea pig.)
After that, if not managed to squeeze one in before the match, have a quick bath, ready to do my hair dye either tonight or tomorrow.
Don't know what's for tea yet, I asked for Brazilian BBQ steak possibly with some rice or pasta salad. See what Mum feels like giving me as she barely listens to anyone.
Skyping with my better half after the match of course! Really want some ice cream with hot jam sponge. NOM!
Looking forward to making a belated birthday cake for my Fiancé next weekend, almost 3 weeks late but I think he's looking forward to it. Im SOOOO excited for Friday, meeting him at the train station. It's been 5 weeks since he left, saying goodbye breaks my heart into a thousand pieces but he instantly heals it when he steps off the train again. He instantly smiles when he sees me and that makes the world perfect to me, even if it is just for a second. I feel complete in his arms, and yet again he is the only one who I feel safe and comfortable enough to be with when I go outside.
The last time he was here, around about my birthday time, we went to ASDA to 'click and collect' some shopping for my birthday BBQ. I never once felt anxious or nervous or scared or anything! Was unusual for me but my god it felt good. As I said, the man is a genius!
*NOT LIFTED THE BLINDS UP TODAY, BECAUSE OF MY BAD MOOD I DON'T WANT TO SEE THE SUN OUTSIDE
I could possibly be back later tonight, for a little update.
Bye :)